This is rather comical, I laugh at myself on this subject.
A walk I have taken has done NOTHING to stop the silly madness that plagues my mind, my emotions. It really is a selfish, whine fest. It is regarding my emotions.
I really feel as if I could start looking for a partner, a man to share my life with. I know how I want to go about it, and it's by doing nothing really. I kid you not, this is how I roll, sad isn't it? I do the, "Oh! It will happen someday!" But I don't do anything, because I don't want to force it. I remain hopeful, while living life normally and just thinking it will occur when the time is right. Really my life is going extremely well, very normal and peaceful so I feel ready for love again, and ready myself by doing nothing at all.
Meanwhile I am changing careers, even going back to school in the fall, checked off some places I finally travelled to on my bucket list, seeing many loved ones along the way. There has been a great deepening of my spirituality, and a great overall improvement to my health; my mind, body and soul are all feeling great. Feeling grand, started stirring in me that would like to find someone; hopefully someone who is very similar to me.
In doing nothing, ever, to find a man compatible with me, kind of makes me my own worst enemy. Yearning for somebody, meanwhile not doing a dang thing to make it happen. I shall go roll my eyeballs at myself on this matter.